Ok.. well.. not much has been going on. Basically bored, confused, and well thats all. School is the most boring thing ever! Troy came out on DVD. Got it of course. Yea, I like cleaned my room a couple of days ago and it is back to the way it was. Which is messy and confusing. I just recently started alkdjlk;sj... Yea... I am sure you understood that.

I have nothing to say like always.

I'm lonely.

My turtles are doing better. They haven't gotten frozen lately.

I am kind of pissed at a lot of ppl at school. mainly because mostly everyone at our school talks to you behind your back and there are no people to trust except your true close friends. blah blah blah

OHHH... I am so proud of myself!! I got a 92 on my last history test! I wasn't doing that good in that class last semester. So I am working really hard now.

Yepp.

I am thinking nope nevermind.. NOthing left to tell..

Gosh.. Got so much.. and I am so happy.. My favorite things that I got though were my Captain Jack Sparrow Doll and my digital camera! Yea.. I went all out and took so many pics (posted some at the bottom) But umm.. Yea.. Other then that.. I am just kind of happy being away from everyone at school.. It just got to be too much to handle.. Everyone talking about everyone... Too many people.. It is just madness and I only have like 5 more days without it and I am going to die when I have to go back!

Yea.. Umm.. Hmm... School is just a big hell hole to me.. There is no where really safe away from all of the evil there unless you talk to no one and have no friends.. but even when you are like that everyone makes fun of you for being alone.. So really there is no safe. It is so embarassing too when people know who you like or what you did with who.. And it is all a big lie.. Everyone lies! you cant trust anyone except your true friends..

Yea that is my thoughts.. OHHHH I made this awesome new blog!!! http://adventuresofjack.blogdrive.com It is my cool blog wher I tell the adventures of my Jack Sparrow Doll... I will keep writing in this blog.. but just check it out.. I have gotten some good reviews on it.. And there is a link to my friends blog also that is kick ass.. But other then that there is nothing really else to talk about.. SO umm.. If you were wondering.. This is what I look like!!!

Yepp! There is a dance in the near future.. well yea tomorrow night. There is also this pageant thing that my brother is in before the dance. Yepp.. thats me.. going alone.

I think I really screwed up with the dude I like... He kind of sort of asked me on a date... And I was so shocked I just kind of didnt say anything. Then someone called him and he didnt say anymore.. I dont know why I couldn't have said yes. I just lock up around him. I dont have a clue what to say. I just get so shy. And now he probably thinks I don't like him. This sucks ass bitches! I feel like such a dumbass.

Since then nothing has really happened.. He still says hi and what ever else.. We have no classes together probably because he is a senior.. and I am a freshman.. Yea there is a couple of years between us but I dont really care. Whatever.. I just hate myself for being such an idiot.. I hope he still likes me. 

Hmm.... What else... Ahh.. I am on a sugar high right now.. They were selling lolipops at school today and I couldnt resist... I hope I dont get sick.. I have a little headache... It isnt good...

Yea... Hmm... Tennessee and Burger King... Well Burger King isnt really a love... Just an interest.. (dont worry if you have no clue what I am talking about) Yea Tennessee is my love... Hopefully the love is returned...

Hmm.. Well yea... School.. Oh I made my second ever B... I hope i can get it up on report cards.. If I do really good on the tests.. Oh what are those tests called.. OH MIDTERMS! Yea those.. If i do good on my history mid term then I will have an A in that class hopefully.. Other then that I am making all A's.. I hope it stays that way... Yepp well.. That is all!

=Now=
Current mood: Bored
Current music: Green Day
Current taste: My Spit
Current hair: Brown with blonde roots showing... Up in a pony tail with my bangs hanging down.
Current clothes: Black T with Blue Shorts
Current annoyance: Stuffy nose
Current smell: Nothing.. Remember I have a stuffy nose
Current thing I ought to be doing: Writing my English paper
Current windows open: AOL (blogdrive and theorlandobloomfiles) and AIM
Current desktop picture: A pic of Jude Law in Alfie
Current favorite band: Incubus and Green Day... Can't decide
Current book: Lord of the Flies and The Hot Zone (both books which i choose not to read but have to for school
Current cd in stereo: Green Day-American Idiot
Current crush: Hmmm... Should I tell the whole world or not?? TN... Bet ya can't figure it out!
Current favorite celeb: Johnny Depp and Orlando Bloom... Oh and just now starting to like Jude Law
Current hate: PHS

=Do I=
Smoke?: Nope
Do drugs?: Nope
Have sex?: Nope
Receive oral sex?: Nope
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: Not anything that comes to mind
Remember your first love?: Never been in love...
Still love him/her?: Remember I have never been in love
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Hmm.. I think one might be but other then that no
Believe in miracles?: Depends
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes... and No 
Consider love a mistake?: Not really.. In a way though...
Like the taste of alcohol?: Some
Have a favorite candy?: Snickers!
Believe in astrology?: Kinda
Believe in magic?: Some
Believe in God?: Still debating
Have any pets: Nope... WAIT YEs.... Two turtles... Captain Jack Sparrow and Arwen!
Go to or plan to go to college: After high school
Have any piercings?: Yes... 3 in one ear and two in the other
Have any tattoos?: Not yet
Hate yourself: Yes.... TN (some will understand that answer)
Have an obsession?: Umm... Hints the name OrlandoCrazy Have a secret crush?: Yes
Do they know yet?: I think they do.. He has been acting weird.. So MAYBE
Have a best friend?: Don't really consider one person the best
Wish on stars?: No
Care about looks?: Mine=Yes... Other ppl=No

=Love life=
First Crush: Oh gosh... Hmm.. Thinking... Don't remember the first... If I did i wouldnt tell
First kiss: 7th grade
Single or attached?: Single
Ever been in love?: No
Do you believe in love at first sight?: No. well... I guess you would say Lust at first sight in my case
Do you believe in "the one?": Yes

=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? No... Wait yea.. But I stayed fully dressed except my shoes hehe
Have you ever been intoxicated?: Yes
Favorite place to be kissed?: Hmm.. I guess... Lips
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": Nope
Are you a tease?: No
Shy to make the first move?: Yes

=Word association=
Rubber: Protection
Rock: And Roll
Green: Irish
Wet: Rain
Cry: Sadness
Peanut: M&M's
Hay: Is For Horses
Cold: And Gloomy
Steam: Hot
Fast: Pace
Freaky: Friday (yes I know.. Lame.. Lol)
Rainy: Day
Bite: Me
Fuck: Me
Blow: Him

--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: Brown with blonde roots.. And Bangs
Eyes: Greenish
Height: 5' 1/4"

--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: Gaugine earrings
Ate & Drank: Cookies and Cherry Coke
Read: History Book
Watched on tv: Cold Mountain

--EITHER / OR:--
club or house party: House
beer or cider: Beer
drinks or shots: Shots
cats or dogs: Cats
single or taken: Single
pen or pencil: Pencil
gloves or mittens: Gloves
food or candy: Food
cassette or cd: CD
coke or pepsi: Pepsi
this or that: This

--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: Can't say
get really wasted with: Lis
look like: Hmm... Dont know
be like: Dont know
avoid: Preps

--LAST PERSON YOU—
talked to: My mommy
hugged: Not sure
instant messaged: Liz
kissed: Shh... Its a secret.

--WHERE DO YOU
eat: Where there is food
cry: In my room.. In the bed
wish you were: Anywhere but here

--HAVE YOU EVER...—
Dated one of your best friends? No
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? No
Drank alcohol? Yepp
Done drugs? Nope...
Broken the law? Yes
Run away from home? Hmm.. Probably
Broken a bone? Yess
Played Truth Or Dare? Yepp
Kissed someone you didn't know? Nope
Been in a fight? Nope.. Well only a verbal one
Come close to dying? Nope

--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? Britney Spears (in my OLD collection from elementary school
Your bedroom like?: SO Messed up at the moment
Your favorite thing for breakfast? Sausage Links and OJ
Your favorite restaurant? Outback or O' Charley's

--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: Clock and Lamp
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: Yogurt or Ice Cream
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Return of the King
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: Tummy Tuck
What is your biggest fear?: Dying... Well... Life after death
What feature are you most insecure about?: Face
Do you ever have to beg?: Sometimes
Are you a pyromaniac?: YES!
Do you have too many love interests?: Yes
Do you know anyone famous?: Hmmm... Not really
Describe your bed: Slay type twin bed
Spontaneous or plain?: Plain
Do you know how to play poker?: Yepp
What do you carry with you at all times?: Cell
How do you drive?: Don't have a liscense
What do you miss most about being little?: Not caring about homework
Are you happy with your given name?: Kinda... Well I would rather my name be my middle name Danielle
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? Major Loads I would never give up the internet unless tortured
What color is your bedroom?: Some Ugly wallpaper that was put in here before I was born
What was the last song you were listening to?: Imagine (A Perfect Circle's version)
Do you talk a lot?: Depends
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: Almost Never
Do you think you're cute? No
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? Well KInd of... Only like when my cousin gave one homeless man a box of cereal bec he had a sign on saying he needed food.. then he just threw it in the ditch... What an ass!
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Depends one the other person's perspective.. Like to some people I am
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: Friends
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: Nothing really..

Ahh... Green Day.. I love them! Yes... Hmm.. My day... Kinda bad.. Nothing really happened...

Dude I like wasn't at school most of the day...

Dear Diary: It has been so long... I have missed you so very much... Did you miss me?? HaHa LoLness... So bored

I am playing with a lighter at the moment.. HeHeness!

Umm.. Lets see what has happened...

Long story.... Long story.... Long story... It is all to long to tell... Umm... Hmm..

Good things: My friend finally let a guy touch her (she doesn't like to be touched at all!) Hmm... what else.. Lets see.. NOTHING!

Bad things: A lot... Don't fell like discussing... Well Hmm... SHort version...

YAY! Finally some fun in my life. Last night me and my friend liz and sarah and liz's mom went to the Incubus concert YAY! It rocked so awesomely. LOL Details:

I am so stressed out at the moment I can't even think of what to write. I guess just I don't know. I have two projects due. I haven't been getting the best of grades in English, World History, and Biology. I think I might have B's in that class. Yes I know.. I got a B big woopty doo da. Well for me it is a bad thing to get a B. Last year I got my first B on a report card. And ever since I have tried to do better but all of my honors classes are too much and my parents want me to stay in them. They always say "Oh you are so smart you will get scholarships and we won't have to pay for college" and I don't want to let them down.

And on top of that.. I just hate everyone at school. Especially all of the upperclassmen. They are so mean. I just don't want to go to that damn school anymore.. I just just am stressed. I know that stress isn't good for me, but I can't do anything to help it. If I told my parents of my feelings they would think I am crazy. They think I am so perfect and always want me to be perfect. I just can't take it.






GOOD NEWS. My parents went away for the weekend. And left me tons of cash that i spent today on some new movies and CDs. BAD NEWS. My grandma is here "babysitting" me and my brother for the weekend. I dont understand why we can't stay alone.

Well I haven't written in forever so this entry is going to be kind of long.

Lets see... Oh.. I am deeply saddened to tell all that The Elizabethtown strip has been canceled. I was so badly wanting to go, but the plans just didnt work out. I wish so bad that we could have gone though.

I have been happier at school. Finally I have gotten to see the guy I like almost every day now. I know when and where I can "bump into him" and at what time. HEHE I am kind of a stalker. He says Hi and all of that good stuff. And I am officially happy.

Umm besides that at school nothing much has really happened.. UMM. Oh yea today we had to walk a mile in gym (4 laps around the track) and OMGSH my bro was on the field at the time bec he was in a class where they have to paint lines on the field. So about every time I walked past him him and his friends would go MEGAN. It got so annoying but Yea.

Umm I went to the mall yesterday and they guy I like was there bec he works there hehe. We had a nice little convo. He was on his break. Oh and while I was at the mall I got three different Orli notebooks. There is this awesome Blanket of Orli and Johnny in POTC that I want. It is awesome. Oh I also got some new clothes and an awesome belt that I have been dying to get.

Ummm what else is new.. Well Nothing much. I just hope the guy I like is at the game tonight. I want to see him so badly.

OOOOO!!!!!! Finally I got to watch Benny and Joon! Johnny is so awesome in that movie. I would say that it is one of my fav Johnny movies. If you havent seen it I suggest you go get it and watch it hehe.